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i thintk i am the most annoyed person in the world right now.
i wonderful mother decides to ruin my friday night and make me go to some family thing
like i really enjoy family or something
anyways
i havent stopped crying for like the past 4 days...
its gettinf really annoying
anyways kyle is being a jerk yet again.
he always excuses me of the stupidiest stuff and it drives me crazy.
i also thinks he is lying about the whole not having minutes thing just to piss me off by never fucking answering his phone
he calims he loves me
but whatever i can barley handle this shit anymore
well i hope everyone has a decent day
-ang
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[31 Dec 2005|06:09pm] |
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hii :]
its marcia.
angelas getting ready.
i'm bored.
HAPPY NEW YEARS!!
yeah..
bye.
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[21 Dec 2005|03:06pm] |
yo
life is no good
go figure
when its christmas and everything is supose to be happy it never really is
im with marcia serious nogilita or whatever she wrote about!
i love u marcia
we need serious girl talk
anyways last night kyle came back in town...i picked him up and was two hours late needless to say im in a shitload of trouble but whatever shit happens
im going christmas shopping today im not to excited
i hate getting gifts for people knowing that they wont like them DAMN PEOPLE
i dont want tog o to california its going to suck
DAMN FAMILY
ugh life is ahit o well
ill talk to u people later
love where are u?
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[14 Dec 2005|08:12pm] |
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so as i speak im at kyles house!
its kinda cool no complaints here
hes really cute when he is nice! i love it
right now hes making love to his new gf juwel o wait they just broke up!!
well ya so things are pretty cool for me finals suck but hey what can u do?
if anyone wants to do somthing this weeked they should call me
anyways
p.s. christmas is in the air why isnt love?
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[26 Oct 2005|11:07pm] |
so today was pretty good
i went to fourth
i love it there
so much fun!!
i got my costume
its hot
now i need wings!!!
anyways. i also hung out with my baby(kyle)
we both have bf and gf but we still love eachother
and always will
we will be together one day mark my words
well ya...
nothing else realy ahppened
bobby is coming in town this weekend im so excited
and homecoming is friday yay
o today was 80s day i looked hot lol
well ya anyways
i heart sarah!!!
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[23 Oct 2005|08:29pm] |
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i hate this. i havent cried over him in weeks. ive been so happy. and the second i hear what she did i break down. why is this happening. why do i still cry over him?
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[23 Oct 2005|01:13am] |
 
what a nerd!! that sign is for me...ahhh how cute!!
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[26 Sep 2005|11:18pm] |
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i dont think i have realized how much i miss my old life. how much i miss waking upand calling marcia to see what we r wearing or going to her house when ever the hell i want to. i dont think i havce realized howmuch i hate cdo or how much i miss my friends. painting those stars on my wall or just chilling at my house. i miss it all so much,. i miss my girls being one big group and not all seperated i miss the way things used to be. i miss jaming out to the postal serivce going to random shitty concerts RIDING THE BUS or just being with the poeple i love. i miss doing my makeup and not caring what people think. i miss walking around school and knowing every face i see insted of being stuck with the few i know at cdo. i miss my baby most of all. i miss how much i loved him and the way we were. i miss so much. freshman year might have sucked while it was happening but now that i look back it was incrediable. i become friends with peopel i never knew i would. i miss it i love them, and i want to go back.i want butterfield down the street i want marcia as my best i was josh to meet me at my house and go smoke i want marissa and kendall and allie to be at marissas house talking about shilo and trevor agian. i miss my freshman year i miss it all and i want it back. the second i get off grounding marcia call me WE WILL BECOME BLUSH WHORES AND LIPSTICK SLUTS and i will be home where i have missed for awhile now.
now as for my fucked up life right now. i miss my baby as im sure everyone knows. im sick of being toyed with. i hate everything ijust want that sense of comfert again. i hate being grounded its lame. i love my friend sarah she makes me really happy. i like my tonuge being pierced its awesome. I HAVENT BEEN HAPPY IN 4 MONTHS AND I WANT TO BE TRULEY AND HONESTLY HAPPY..........
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[14 Sep 2005|08:51pm] |
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dont really know what to write. confussed. hurt. wanted. in disbelief...it goes on. im really missing mt view and marcia. its so weird i still consider her one of my best but i havnt TALKED to her in ages..and i miss her. ugh emery is coming im so fucking excited!!!whoo hoo anyways let me know if u guys want to know everything and if u do i will type more later! lol but im not going to type just to type !!!!!!! anyways love you guys!!!
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[31 Aug 2005|07:10pm] |
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LAST NIGHT WAS THE WORSE NIGHT OF MY LIFE...WHAT THE FUCK IM I DOING IN LIFE ANYMORE?
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[28 Aug 2005|12:06am] |
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tonight was fun i hung out with my friend chris. it was cool it got my mind off that nasty whore that i love. i still cant believe he cheated on me 4 times! ugh i still miss him and want him tho...maybe tomorrow will get better all i need is to get reminding myself that hes a loser and im better and this will someday beover with...HOPEFULLY
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[26 Aug 2005|09:32pm] |
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so he has a new gf already? what did i do? why rnt i good enough? its not fair i gave him everything
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[23 Aug 2005|06:04pm] |
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so everything keeps getting worse. right when u think its all good and happy it goes back to shit. i mean i finally think im going to be ok and that i can handle this and then i find out he lied about something when we were dating or something like that and then the tears start flowing all over again. i gave him so much of me its rediculous. i put myself in jepordy and my friends. i loved him too much and all i get out of it is regret and heart break. he could care less. i mean u would think he might be a little sad but nope not a bit. hes most likly already fucking his next vitcim. i used to think he was my one. and after the shit hes done and said to me now, he could never be my special someone. i jusrt wish i could fall asleep and wake up when everyone is happy. i miss mvhs with my whole heart i miss the comfert of my friends and the knowledge of them being there for me. i have to hold back tears at cdo cause i dont have anyone there for me. i hate it. i hate life in general right now. i hate how every boy i have ever felt anything for ahas fucked me up in some way. ugh to top everything off my hair got butchered fucking modeling ur hair is so dumb...i dont evemn hve hair now...and ir used to b so pretty...well im off to cry...
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[21 Aug 2005|11:48am] |
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life is prety shitty right now. inever know what to feel or how to handle it. i know i have friedns but he was the one i felt the most comfertable around. i could do oor say pr cry about anmything , and now hes gone just like everyone else. i wanted us to be together for alot longer than this. he dosent even care. i doubt it even hurts him. u would think it would hurt him to see me like this but it dosent. maybe he gets pleasure out of it. i pretty much wish i was dead i cant hadle thing i dont want to. ugh i wnat to die
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[20 Aug 2005|11:14am] |
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im sick of wanting to be loved and never am. y dosent he just want me
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[30 Jul 2005|03:15pm] |
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so i start my first job tonight. iam excited. but scared to. wish me luck, or come visit me. ROMA CAFE!
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[27 Jul 2005|09:53pm] |
im bored, i miss kyle. i wish he was with me. fucking mother keeps me apart from him for too long. im starting to miss my friends. i disapointed monica and michelle and idont expect them to ever forgive me...i miss seeing marcia daily. shes likeone of the only people i can trust with everything and i never get to see her. hey marcia i think theres a house on this street with ur name on it!!!! any ways....ill update agin later
love ya
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[04 Jul 2005|08:17pm] |
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hey, baby FOURTH OF JULY!!! well anyways i hope everyone is having an awesoem day, i know idid, well for the most part. i think im l;eavig for cali in a couple dyas for two weeks. with kyle, i hope it goes well, no fights or ne thing. ive been really happy wityh him recently so i supose it wont be to bad, the only horrid thing taht could happen would be me going insane with being by myslef! o well ne ways hoping everyone is having fun love u all
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[02 Jul 2005|04:46pm] |
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kyles finally back, and im so happy. i dont think i have ever felt this way about a person. he makes me smile all the time, and his hugs are funonminal, and his kisses, well they make me have butterflys, and hsi smile just melts u inside. i love him so much i missed him so much, hes never allowed to leave again. he makes me the happiest ive ever been, hes so warm and sweet to me its crazy, hes beautiful and he will make my babys one day...that is if i want kids...he holds me and makes me feel like there is nothig better in the world but him, he couldnt be better, i always used to wonder where my prince charming was or when he would come save me, it didnt hit me until recently thats hes my prince, hes my love, my life. im so happy he has choose me to be his princess, i thank god for that all the time. i love him so much and im sooooo happy i found him...
kyle...u will never read this but i love u more than anything
ps...to all those who havent found ur special one, dont look they will come for u, and when they are they dont do anything to mess it up, they will make u so unbelievably happy
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[25 Jun 2005|11:06pm] |
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so i found out today that my friend died in a horrible wreck. im starting to feel alil bit of the pain that aj is feeling. i cant believe shes gone. she was 15 fucking years old and now shes gone forever, never to experiance anything more. i will never see her again. it seems so unreal. DEATH FUCKING SUCKS
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